Thursday, February 26, 2009

Thanks Bleeding Vagina and Cramps

So its eleven thirty, I'm listening to some band that just added me and all the while I should be laying down considering I just threw up for what, third time today? * thinking* Yes, its definitely the third. There's just a few things I want to say, excuse me if I don't make any sense, I don't like to re-read what I write and I just took two more pills of Pamprin considering I threw up the last two Pamprin pills.

First of all, as much as I bitch and complain about my parents, I do love them and they do try their best. Sometimes it sucks a whole lot and they pull some bullshit but sometimes they try to make me feel better. Example: All day today.
I thought I would be fine, no cramps, no nothing but no. First class was fine, a breeze in fact. I called my parents and told them that after my first class my stomach started hurting a little, they said if it gets too bad, just come home. Well let's just say I don't usually do whats best for me. I stayed in class, started tearing up and crying cause of the pain and cried all over my doodles:/. The two cutie pies on the other side looked over at me and I just covered my face and cried. I'm gonna email the professor in a little to tell him that I'm fine, its just I get terrible cramps. Well I get home and immediately, my mom has everything ready and I drink my tea, take my medicine and BARF. She just goes to clean the bathroom and warms me up more tea. I'm very happy the bathroom is clean now :) My dad rushes home to see me and he just looks at me and I could just see the sadness in his eyes. They just check on me and make me oatmeal and every other second ask me if I need anything and I just kept crying and puked again.

So far today: threw up three times, passed out once, cried all day and took 6 pills.
I better be all better by tomorrow.

Off to my second post!

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