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I couldn't get it all out with one post.



I miss my besties.
Might go visit Stephen at Rowan tomorrow.
Might sleepover.
Might hang with Breona.
Wish it was older times.

I don't take change very well.. or separation.
Florida might kill me.


Dave is too nice, I don't want him to get hurt.
I'm too much of a bitch and don't care about boys like that.
I need attention, I need someone to be there and since we've never been able to see each other out of work, I'm caring less.
I mean he's sweet and always reminds me to make a wish but no.
When I go to work tomorrow I might just go see him so who knows.
That face might make me change my mind, he has such a sweet smile, its rare, its genuine.


Rowan tomorrow possibly.
I need to just vent.
Writing doesn't always fix things. Plus I can't really write down everything I think, its too embarrassing.
Snowball knows everything though, she doesn't care. She loves me no matter what.


Phone call from Chicago.
Come back to Jersey and let's hang and just be fun again please.
I'll make the empanadass :)