And So It Goes

I miss my old friend.
I hate the fact that due to a stupid mistake of getting together and dating that we lost a 4 year friendship. I hate the fact that I saw your mom at the mall today and she didn't even recognize me, that was probably the worst part. I miss her and I miss your bird and dog and the old days and the millions of sleepovers at mikes and the petersens and all that.
I hate that all this happened and your a wreck.

" I couldn't stand to see him, he couldn't even look at anyone in the eyes "


Whenever I hear Bubbly by Colbie Caillat I just get angry cause I actually cared.. I don't usually let myself care but I opened myself up and you told all our friends about us.. I hate that you did that. I hate that we dated. It was all a mistake, I would rather have kept my friend then a stupid boyfriend. I hate that seeing your mom made me think of all this.

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I need more sushi time with Kevin.