Dear Little K

I don't know where to start, I've just had a million things running through my head since I heard the news.

Saw you on the rode behind work and I swerved into the parking lot, I couldn't let you just be there on your own. Took me forever so I went home but made sure to come back for you, i didnt want you to feel alone and forgotten. So i went back with my parents and we finally got you. you got so close for me to hold you and i brought you back home with me. you were so little you barely had nails and the smallest teeth i've ever seen. so little we gave you milk until you didnt want anymore. you went into the bathroom downstairs and i checked up on you every few hours. you climbed onto my lap when i would come in but then i would have to leave to go upstairs. all i wanted was to spend time with you and watch you sleep. in the morning i tried to look for any place to receive you, i only wanted the best. you finally fell asleep curled up in a ball on snowballs bed then my lap. i never had that feeling, not even with snowball, she attacked everyone, including me the first year of her life. you slept when you were with me, it was indescribable. introduced you to craig and he fell in love with you too. we tried to bring you to the edison shelter but it was a no go so we went on the search for the sewarrn shelter and found it. it was a nice place and as much as it hurt to give you to them, i felt good about it. it was a nice shelter and they immediately gave you food and milk and wiped you down. that was the last time i saw you.

my manager said that you were doing fine and great. that was the day before i left for florida.
i wish i could have seen you.
its not fair.
i keep replaying us meowing for the first time, how could such a thing happen to you?
theres so many questions i want to ask, did someone hold your paw, did someone scratch you beind your ears as this all happened? i can't stop crying lil k, i just wanted you to be loved. i wanted you to be happy. i wanted you to be with a loving home, with cat toys and wonderfulness and just the best for you. i really tried to find a home for you when you were with me. i'm sorry i couldnt find one. i wish you could forgive me. please just show me you're happy somewhere. i don't know lil k, you got into my heart.

rest in peace baby.
i hope to see you soon someday.




it better happen with cats and bunnies and every animal.
they should all get a chance.
<3