And So It Goes

Maybe I should update this thing on whats been going on not like going out, got a cold, the usual stuff but more of old stuff reoccuring..

My heart has been weird lately. Not just that but its complicated. Like my palms start to get sweaty [ right now they're like waterfountins.. cute right? ] then all of a sudden I feel short of breath.. I mean I'm not unable to breathe it just feels that way then my heart starts to beat funny and I call my dad immediately. Not like he can do anything but I always call him. Its kinda funny though cause I refuse to let anyone else know whats going on, even if I'm with them. I just pull out my phone and start talking spanish when instead I'm feaking out on the phone. I want to know whats wrong. I want to know why I can't feel my tounge sometimes. Why do my lips go numb? I don't want to go to the doctor or hospital cause what if they say its all in my mind?

I'm hoping its just all the medicine I've been taking these past few days.