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Okay Fuck all this shit.

I go by myself all the god damn fucking time and don't complain.
I'll be honest though, I don't like going by myself when it's either far or I don't know the area and since weird shit has been going on, I'm freaked out for tomorrow.
Do I EVER make people go with me? No. Do I BEG? no. Has shit happened when I've gone by myself? YES.

Last time I went by myself it was the worse experience ever and I was crying at some random fucking gas station and Jonathan had to come to give me gas and make me feel better and stop freaking out.

Am I going to tell this to anyone? Probably not cause I don't want pity, I don't want anyone to feel like they HAVE to but god fucking damnit do I just want to scream in peoples faces

FUCK YOUUUUU.

Oh and to you sweety, IF SOMEONE DIES, YOU DON'T FUCKING SAY OH ITS BETTER THAT YOU KILLED YOURSELF THEN DRIFT AWAY or some shit. YOUR A FUCKING CHILD WHO DOESNT EVEN KNOW WHO SHE IS YET. you have your tattoos and your gothic shit but oh my fucking god your going through your phases like everyone. Sorry you think that lifes to fucking tragic that everyone should kill themselves, take some antidepressants and cheer the FUCK up.



YOU FUCKING CUNTS.

besides that, today was pretty much perfect.
way for a happy fucking ending.