Aug 9th

Rooney.

PUMPED

Dont hate on the Jonas Brothers
Kennedy, your a middle aged Mtv has been with a shitty radio talk show
Its not nice to be jealous cause they're way more popular then you were and ever will be.

Alright enough of that.. long one coming.

I miss going to shows.
Its been to one since Breathe Carolina but I miss the small, local shows.

Charades & Can you keep a secret on sunday.
Warped tour on monday.

Way more excited for sunday

Fucking miss

My crazy long ass hair.







then I got it cut:





and now its like this:



Can't wait until its that long again.

Well this is how it went:

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Between You and Nick Piereth

Nick Piereth
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July 17 at 4:18pm
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we are not friends nor will we ever be friends. so don't bother trying to add me again cuz it's not gunna happen. and delete my number cuz those random texts i sometimes get from you are annoying, i don't talk to fuckin spics like you so stop trying to talk to me! i would of never gone out with you if i knew you were spanish!

Vivian Chavarria
July 17 at 8:00pm
wise words from a college dropout

Nick Piereth
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July 18 at 10:03am
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Just don't talk to me bitch. College isn't for everyone, i know i'll be more sucessful in life than you will because spics are a fuckin waste of life, they never amount to much.

Vivian Chavarria
July 18 at 12:23pm
Yes of course you will be very successful, way more then myself, I mean look at all you have going for you: high school education, working at a sub shop, a chick who has cheated on you and you were too much of a pussy to leave, and a wonderful attitude. God thats just wonderful. All I have is a college education, going to be working at an investment agency, no kid, a backbone and I'm also bilingual [ speak two languages just in case you didn't know ] which will get me a way better job then you will have Mr. Piereth.

And on that note, I shall be leaving cause talking to you is just lowering my IQ. Go take care of your kid instead of trying to convince yourself that your better then me, cause you know your going to be stuck in Edison and your life is going to suck.


Nick Piereth
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July 18 at 4:46pm
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fuck you! don't bring my girlfriend into this or my kid! and no i'll be leaving edison, going to long beach island to own my own store. they are the best thing in my life and no i'm not pussy for not leaving her , i love her to much, i was a pussy for not breaking up with you when i found out you were spanish. that whole bilingual thing is crap ,you live in america english is this only language you should be speaking.

Vivian Chavarria
July 18 at 9:06pm
God your annoying.
What a waste of human being.

Peace!


It all started when he had the kid and I congratulated him.
Hahah next time an ex has a kid, totally not saying anything. Good nor bad.

Oh and also

Tuesday the 15th was probably one of the best days in a while.

Such a chill morning/ afternoon with a crazy night.

Breathe Carolina!





:D

Nothing gold can stay

Its so true.

People change, feelings change, what you always thought you wanted in life can change.
Some who you felt you would be friends with forever just don't matter much and others who you thought weren't anything really have taught you so much and just bring joy and peace in your life. Some are more alike then others and some are as opposite yet it works out so perfectly. Feelings towards people change and maybe its not the best for the entire group but its best for YOU and thats all that should matter cause in the end, its just you, no one else.

Sometimes you question feelings just to either protect yourself or to convince yourself that your in control. Well my shield is down and I don't have control. Not sure if I quite like it or not but I'm just going to go with the flow.




Theres an underlying tension

Theres just so much

Worth smiling about.

Sums up life at this very moment.
Parents that love me, friends who I adore and a car that hasn't broken down on me yet!
The rest? Pshh its all minimal and non important.

No reason to frown :)

_________


Long car rides ahead of me.
The only worth taking.

Dear God,

let it be tomorrow already.

love, vivian

Summer as follows..

Didnt go to see The Title or Charades..

BreatheCarolina
Jul 15 2008 7:00P
SCHOOL OF ROCK w/ A Skylit Drive, Sky Eats Airplane, Emarosa S. Hackensack, New Jersey

VanAttaHigh
Jul 18 2008 6:00P
School of Rock!! South Hackensack, New Jersey

ScenesAndSirens
Jul 19 2008 3:00P
Hamilton Lanes w/Racing Kites and Miles From Home Hamilton, New Jersey

Charades/TheTitle
Jul 20 2008 5:00P
The Title’s Tour Closer @ The Stillwater Inn Stillwater, New Jersey

CanYouKeepASecret
Jul 26 2008 8:00P
dAnGErUs Fest - Hamilton Starz Gymnasium Mercerville, New Jersey

WarpedTour
Jul 28 2008 12:00P
Vans Warped Tour Englishtown, New Jersey

Millionaires
Aug 12 2008 6:30P
THE BARBARY COAST PHILADELPHIA, Pennsylvania

TheMedicDroid
Aug 13 2008 6:30P
The Stone Pony w/ KILL HANNAH, INNER PARTY SYSTEM AND THE WHITE TIE AFFAIR Asbery Park, New Jersey

VegaUnderFire
Aug 17 2008 6:00P
TBA w/ Vega Under Fire! Hamilton, New Jersey




gonna be updated every once and a while

Theres just so much of today

that went right. Things I didn't even plan on happening or going to just worked out so nicely. I've never felt more at home with people who aren't my family, never felt more comfortable around some of which I haven't seen since I was a baby. Since birth they've seen me grow up, been to my birthday parties yet I have been so nervous and not willing to see them but today showed me how wrong I was. Their family and family friends have been so kind and sweet to me and made me just feel so good about myself. I miss them already.


Juanes Juanes Juanes Juanes Juanes

Beach tomorrow :)